Sleep Deprivation

Lost faith eagerly pulls her down
as they bury her alive without remorse.
Her eyes plead for the unspoken words
of all those who drowned her in sorrow.

I grasp what is left behind
Wreaked and weak fragments
of the girl I once loved.

Change grabs a hold with razor sharp teeth.
Digging right through all the past smiles.
Suffocating in the dull half presence
of her heart, I whisper for an angel.

^^This speaks thousands of words to me and took a lot of time to write to get it right. It's about my personal life and this is the easiest way to express myself. It may not be good or make since but at least I feel like I told someone exactly whats going on without negative outcomes. Secretly, I wish that the stuff I write makes a impact in some ones life in at least a slight way. I just hope things get better this summer, like what was promised.