Filling the Gap

Summers already over!? , I keep seeing that phrase around lately and boy is it true. I started Normandale today and well it was alright, the teacher was very boring. So it's kinda like summer is already over to me.. :/ I can't complain though, I've been on four vacations in three months. Colorado, Sonshine (Wilmar, MN), Chicago, and Warrens WI [Jellystone]. Not to mention the many fun adventures with the girlfriend. I usually don't get to do that much, ever and to me this summer was more then I could ask for. Anyway, I know I haven't wrote much lately but I've just been enjoying the sunny days & freedom as much as I could.

"Fear covered skin trap the tender resent.
Nerves frying of off the cynical words.
Uncertainty fractures my brittle bones.
Purity twisted through out  this heart,
thrust my tiny pink lungs full of oxygen.
Oh how it becomes my hated savior in disguise."

On the bright side, I think I finally found a finishing line to my poem. I guess I wrote this awhile ago to describe how having morals and goals can sometimes lead to frustration because it can feel as though you're the only one in the world who wants the natural healthy things from life. This frustration for me at least, really wears me down at points and it's almost like I want to say fuck it, be crazy, and do whatever. When it comes down to it though, the fear of becoming what I know all to well brings me back to my reality.